Death Is Breathing Down My Neck.

I feel weak. Emotionless. Horrid. Heartbroken of course. I dont think im over him yet. I thought that this will all me in my past. But i saw that night. I couldnt stop myself. My heart was beating faster. He looked at me. Faster and faster it went. Why is this happening? Why?

The picture. He still keeps it with him. Why? I thought its all over.