Heartbeat

all i ever wanted was to be in of your heart,
never apart.

I would love for him to just sit beside me all day long.
I would love for him to sweep my fringe off my eye and hold me tight.
I would love for him to be brave enough to tell me he loves me.

I wish he knew by now that all I want is him.
I just want him to know that I love him.
More than i could to any other.
I want him close by me.
I want to lay down on his chest so I can hear his heartbeat.
I want his arms to wrap around me in the cold winter.

i love you dear.

please stay near.

Look What You've Done

I think i've made a terrible mistake.

i might have fallen in love way too soon.

im sorry. i didnt mean to.
somethings wrong.
i know.
you deserve someone better than me,
thats for sure.

yes, i do love you.
but not enough for you to sweep me off my feet.

its always about your friends isnt it ?
they tell u this.
they tell u that.

but do you ever believe the stories i tell u?

I Thought They Hated You

question of the day :

have you ever felt like you were used by a bigger authority and that you have been tricked into doing something u think u love but u dont get any benefit out of it ?

YES EXACTLY !

3 years, and all i get is total shit. why ?

i think i have a right to say, and decide whats best for me . thanks for the advice, i shall take into consideration.

why the fuck would i want to stay in that hell hole, where i feel like a hypocrite, and most of the people there despise me. and talk shit about me everyday behind my back (like i dont know)

deyyy HELLO ! i want to be in a place where i feel comfortable, and not pulled back so much so i dont even know the hell i am anymore.

"HAAAH DIA TU, DAH LA TAK PAKAI TUDUNG, PERANGAI CAM HAPA JA LAGI. TAK DAK AJARAN AGAMA LANGSUNG."

see what i dont get is why their mind sets have to be so redundant.

1. kenapa orang yg tak pakai tudung selalu kena label "the wild one"
2.orang sedaq tk yg sebenaqnya bkn suma org yg pakai tudung tu alim/warak like most people think. as an adolescent, i think i know whats happening about these other adolescence more.



i dont know who else to speak to about this. this situation is killing me. PMR was over yesterday. and now i got another problem stacked on back. DUMB !


baru ja ingat nak rilek tkmau ada masalah, then this comes !

god help me. i need your guidance.

Insisting The Existing

yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss :D

eventhough i think i didnt do really well.
i'll just worry next month !

now lets paaaarrtaaayyyyyyyy :D :D :D

Hello Friend (s)

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness.You're my best friend and I love you, Yes I do.There is no other one who can take your place.I feel happy inside when I see your face.I hope you believe me.'Cause I speak sincerely.and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

Nocturnal Behaviour.

Question of the day :

DO FRIENDS REALLY TELL YOU EVERYTHING ? DO FRIENDS HIDE SOME THINGS FROM ANOTHER FRIEND ? DO YOU EVER FEEL LEFT OUT IN A GROUP OF FRIENDS ?

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE PART,

NEVER ALONE OR LEFT OUT,

THERE WAS A TIME OF LIFE WHEN I FELT APPRICIATED,

APPRICIATED NO MORE AS YOU HAVE SAID