This Is What Happens When Stupidity Takes Over Maturity

hahahahahahah.yes yes i know. stupid much right. i was bored,it was 2 in the morning, and Kherpala took over my body. ;) oh and the reason why the vid was in black and white was because i am DARKER THAN THE DARTH VADER thanks to golf, so, i dont want to make it visible. hehehe. so well yeah, there ya go, i video of my stupidity and out-of-tune guitar and voice. yeah the guitar wasnt so loud cause its out of tune. and i look stupid,cause its not me, its KHERPALA ;) hahahha.

cheers.

Kherpala wants to say goodbye ;)

The Moon And I Tonight

this is me writing on the moon. yup. sarah remember when i said if only you could see the moon from where i am. this was what i was doing. i want you close by me. im not gonna pretend im alright, im alone tonight. without you i'll be miserable. but without you i'll be miserable at best.

Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love

Nothing Hurts More

45 hours and 26 minutes left to see her smile.

the tears in her eyes gathered up. it killed me. my heart stopped for a moment. words cant describe how i felt. terkilan mungkin. diri terasa seperti ditikam beribu kali. then i thought to myself. should i tell her? should she know? the hour glass is slowly getting emptier. time is running out. she's going, yes she is. this heart of stone will sing till it dies, but she's still going. amazed at how,somehow, her lips managed to sweep me off my feet.her perfect little lips.

dont tell me i'll make it on my own sarah, dont.you know my heart is open,open for a fight. a fight with my tears that cant stop running. oh understand, im not the only one for you, but your the only one for me. i want to listen to u breathing.while i still am. i know i'll do better with you.im not the best without you.

stay close, dont go!

The Best Revenge Is Living Well

I'm trying to get over him. I will.

*sighs* Who am i kidding? I still got him stuck in there! The more i hate him for what he did, the more i feel like wanting him back. Yeahh people ask me how i am and all. and i'll say im fine and im moving on and crap. But it still hurts inside, people. u cant expect me to get over an ex-boyfriend in 3 days now can you? I mean, it took 6 months the other time. but now its even worst. i love him evermore.

Sheessh! Schools almost over. Lets see, 4 more days to see Sarah? Yeah huh pretty much. AUWH DAMN! 4 FCKIN DAYS! well thats not much days now innit. Shit im gonna miss her bad. and now, with the condition of my unstable emotion, things are gonna get worst.

Dear Greg,
me and my ex boyfriend are in the same school. He's only nextdoor. I have to see him everyday. I'll be damned if i don't look my best. And let him know what he's missing out on. But what kills me is he doesn't even seem to care. I mean, he left me just like that without even giving me a F#*king reason. And it hurts to know that something so strong, is making me this weak. i cant get over him. What do i do Greg? I need help.
- Kherpala Tong Chai

Dear strong but weak,
what you need to do now is, prove to him that he's missing out on something good. Imma give u one sentence, all u need to do is stand by it. THE BEST REVENGE IS LIVING WELL. and tell him that loosing something strong like you, will make him as weak as an ass. ;) cheers.


Jangan kau pulang padaku,
Setelah kau tau hutangmu,
Jangan kau datang padaku,
Setelah dia kau bersatu,
Siapa sebenar aku padamu,
Dan bila tiada teman bermain,
Jangan kau datang padaku,
Itulah kamu.

I Hate This Part Right Here

this is the part where im gonna break down and cry..

It's over. Something that i wanted to last forever. I was stupid to actually think he was the one. I was an idiot in hoping for it to last longer. I just cant take these tears, i hate this part right here. There's a bright side to look at, but it hurts to much to even linger. I gotta do it. I gotta be strong. I never thought breaking up with him could be this painful. I love him. amin, im sorry kalau amin ada sakit hati ngn eza. selama ni,all these guys yang amin nmpk eza dok sembang dengan tu, tu semua kawan saja. eza hangout ngn diorang pon,sbb eza tadak perasaan kat diorang.and diorang tadak perasaan untuk eza. amin ngn maisarah laen. korang sama2 suka. and i know that. u can deny every bit of it. but its obvious in ur eyes. u want her right? Go for her then. But why didn't you tell me? Why did u have to give me hope during these 3 months. i thought u really loved me amin. i really did.

"eza.min dah tanak kapel ngn eza dah."
easy for u to say.you've already got her to replace me. but its alright. i'll cope with it.

The world slows down,
But my heart beats fast right now,
I know this is the end,
Where the end starts.

Im strong enough to handle this. I've got sarah elizabeth george. She'll be there. She's my sis. She's right there. ;)