A Shoulder To Cry On?

can somebody please answer this question for me.

who's shoulder's am i gonna cry on if i dont want to face the world?
who's shoulder's am i gonna cry on if there are no birds in the sky to sing to me?
who's shoulder's am i gonna cry on if i feel like the whole world is against me?
who's shoulder's am i gonna cry on if i feel like breaking down?

can somebody tell me what im supposed to do

if everytime i read shakespeare's i start crying?
if everytime i listen to a day to remember i start breaking down?
if everytime i see the flowers he gave me i feel like killing myself?
if everytime i write new songs,its for him alone?
if everytime i pluck my guitar is so that he can hear my solemn?

can anybody help if

i feel like running to the end of the world and screaming out his name?
i want dig into the earth so deep and bury all my memories?
i think of the clouds and the blues sky,the rose and the birds?


My broken heart cries as I wish you were still near,
all my wishes and dreams replaced with fear.
Fear that I'll never get you back,
trying to substitute the feelings we both lack.
I know in my heart, it's all true
and that's why I am left here truly blue.
Blue because I know the love I felt
and got in return is gone forever.. forever to burn.
Although we have both moved on, I still feel the pain,
the pain that will always remain...within me.

No Mi Confunda

no mi confunda por favor

my friends tell me to forget you,
but my hearts is still longing to be with you.

my friends tell me to not think about you,
but all i can do now is nothing besides that.

my friends say there's no use of hurting yourself,
but everything i was had everything to do with you.

my friends say you dont deserve me,
but all i want is you.

no mi confunda por favor mi amor. te amo, nunca olvidare lo, queiro estar con ustedes, prometo que nunca lastimo, por favor pardoname mi amor. te amo, te amo mi amor, te queiro para siempre.

Moving On

Im fighting back,
Im not gonna loose to you,
Im stronger than you are,
Im Eza,
And I dont cry over guys like you.

For You I'd Drink Poison

"Whats here? a cup clos'd in my true loves hand? poison i see hath been his timeless end. O churl, drunk all, and left no friendly drop to help me after? I will kiss thy lips.

This is my sheath, there rust and let me die. "

aaaah for you my love,
never shall it be in dispare,
shault forever i be there..

"Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see it in your eyes.
Your ready to break it.
Dont look away"

i lost you once,
i lost you twice,
i dont want to loose you again.
be mine dear love.
be mine forever.

time,
thats all i ask for,
let me explain,
just one more day.

i've been crying for too long,
my tears wont help,
my blood wont stop to shed.

please,
i love you,
hold me in your arms again.
and i'll never go away.

i love you ajmal, im sorry.

Why Now?

why now after everything was going so well?
why now after everything you said i took into heart?
why now when i thought we could have a future?
why now after 3 years?
why now when i love you?
why now when you love me too?
why now when everything seems to be just perfect for us?


i never knew you could be this harsh. i thought you loved me, i was never right i suppose. i love you from the very bottom of my heart. i thought i could trust you to keep my heart. i thought i could depend on through my solemn nights. i thought you were the one. i thought we were it. why? why now?

Because You Suck

HAHA YOU LOOK FAT! YOU LOOK FAT!

HAHA YOU LOOK UGLY! YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT!

HAHA I SO HATE YOU NOW! YOU ARE SO MISSING OUT!

Parasites

I think its a new growth,
a new addiction,
a new parasite.

Maybe not a parasite,
maybe more of a passion,
yes a new passion.

We won states. YES WE WON STATES.

thanks kugan,patricia,adrian and syamel for believing in me. i love you guys for the rest of life