14 December 2008

Kesempatan Kedua


She realised how much she misses him. She wouldn't move on without him, no, she couldn't.

But she had to be strong. She knew she'd never be back in his arms. She knew she had to stop fantasizing about being with him. again.

She had always wanted a future with him. She had never loved any other man as much as him. She thought he was the one. But no, she thought wrong.

"If he ever does decide to call me, i'd be grateful enough that he's still thinking of me. But he'd never. He's probably already deleted my number, and the memory of me." She couldn't even look at any other man. Her heart was stoned for him alone. Only he could please her. Eventhough he wasn't much of a charmer, but he charmed her enough just by staring into her eyes.

She thought, there was no point in going away, trying to forget him. But she had to, it wouldn't hurt to try now would it. But it would hurt even more to not be with him. Its hurting now. Its hurting deep.

She remembered the first time she fell in love with him. 3 years flew just like that. The first time they held hands. The first time they kissed. She never felt so much in love. She wanted it back. She wanted all of it back.

And eventhough she was to blame for the breakup, she never understood why. She was never as faithful. She denied every other feeling for any other soul. But nobody knew that, seeing as she was a riot. He was nothing like the guy he fell in love with anymore. He's changed, eversince, eversince god knows when.

All she wants is another chance. One last chance. She's made mistakes but nobodies perfect. She wants her baby back. She wants another kiss. She wants him

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